garnetkisses ([info]garnetkisses) wrote,
@ 2004-01-29 15:46:00
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Current mood: gloomy
Current music:Train- When I look to the sky... ::tears::

A sad day.


This morning as I woke up I was so happy to be alive. I dont know why really I was just all smiles.

Then 3 hours later one of my friends called me and stated asking me all these question about things I miss about having Joshua around.
Like :
Do you miss the way he holds you in his arms?
Do you miss the way he smells?
Ext...
I was like yes very much...
And then after I got off the phone I started thinking about all those things and how much I miss them. Then the tears started coming I cried for about a hour and the I was getting out of it.

After that I started reading messages for one of my online support groups and one of the girls had someone make this video of pictures of her boyfriend? or husband? and in the background was playing Train : When you look at the Sky.
This song I swear will make anyone one in a Navy relationship at least cry. Maybe anyone in a military relationship.
As I was watching and listening to it I start balling again... And I'm still crying now... I need to just go lay in my bad and cry I think or get out and try to cheer up. I dont know.

But heres the lyrics to that song. Good luck making it to the end with out at least a tear coming to your eye.

<3 Mes

Artist : Train
Song : When I Look To The Sky

When it rains it pours and opens doors
And floods the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry
And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love
That have to say goodbye

And as I float along this ocean
I can feel you like a notion that won't seem to let me go

Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
And you make everything alright
And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me
And I can always find my way when you are here

And every word I didn't say that caught up in some busy day
And every dance on the kitchen floor we didn't dance before
And every sunset that we'll miss I'll wrap them all up in a kiss
And pick you up in all of this when I sail away

Whether I am up or down or in or out or just plane overhead
Instead it just feels like it is impossible to fly
But with you I can spread my wings
to see me over everything that life may send me
When I am hoping it won't pass me by

And when I feel like there is no one that will ever know me
there you are to show me

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[info]mec526
2004-01-29 03:45 pm UTC (link)
I'm having one of those days too...I can't wait until I can go home and curl up in my bed and do nothing except wait for Dennis to call me tomorrow morning. Cheer up, there's no point in making yourself upset (haha like I'm one to talk, I do it to myself all the time!) think about happy things or go rent a funny movie (not a romantic one!) you'll feel better in no time :o)

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[info]lina19
2004-01-29 04:28 pm UTC (link)
ive been having those days. Its been almost a month since he has gone. and im just trying to tell myself that time has nothing to do but pass. And it will. but sometimes you need to just cry about it. As long as you go out and try to cheer up at some point in the day. I dont think a day has gone by where i havent gotten at least a sad feeling about him being gone, i think im finding that there is no way of controling that...but i hope you are feeling better..and finding an easier way to deal with missing him.

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[info]raegan_liberty
2004-01-29 06:49 pm UTC (link)
that song seems awesome. Of course, I'm judging this by lyrics alone..

Thanks for posting it.

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[info]faery_whisper
2004-01-30 07:02 am UTC (link)
I couldn't get the real feel for the lyrics until I listened to the song, so I managed to find a clip of it online, and I definitely have tears in my eyes. It's been almost 3 weeks since my b/f went into BMT, but thankfully this past week I have had contact with him via letters and a very short phone call. But nothing replaces the feeling of having that person near, so in this, I feel your pain and I offer you a *hug*

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